I reached ipoh around 5pm..i went to my mum's shop..everything seems normal..mum said want to go sing k..then we went vf her fren..We reached jbox around 8.30pm..at 1st,everything goes smoothly,bt suddenly mum ask me whether i gt call my brother or not..i ask her wat for i call him,then mum said tat i should call him n chat vf him..nt oni him,bt to my sisters too..*im d youngest..Then,my mum said that my brother reli hurt her..n...she cried...the moment my mum cry,i was so shock..i quickly comfort her by rubbing her shoulders..it works..actually i wanted to cry..bt..i cant..bcuz if i cry,my mum will cry again..i hold on my tears..then suddenly,she cry again...she said that she is very tired..she worry about me n my bro..she keep on blaming herself by saying that she didnt gv us enuf love..im reli hurt tat time..i hug my mum n told her tat she did nth wrong..this is my very 1st time seeing my mum cry till like tat..im reli reli reli sad..i cant stand looking at my mum crying n crying..then i cried..i can c that my mum is reli sad..i dont knw wat to do..i oni can pray 4 her..i reli hope tat she will nt cry anymore...i dnt wan her to cry anymore...im willing to do anything to make her smile again..actually,i gt alot thing to tell my mum..bt i dnt dare...i hope tat 1 day i will have the courage to tell her all that is frm my heart...

I wan my mum to be happy....

Mummy,i promise u,i wont dissapoint u..i wont think of pak tor 4 tis moment..i will study hard..mum,dnt worry about me n gor gor..gor gor choose his own way..its nt ur fault at all..u r d greatest mum in my heart..no one can replace u..no one...mum..please take k of ur health..i love u mummy...
Wish ur mum all the best in everything..
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although I'm nt christian..bt I will pray for u and ur mum ..
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