Hmm..im in kl now..aunty's house..sitting in d living room..everyone slept dy except me..I started to think..y m i studying actually?Y?Suddenly one of my fren sign in msn..I chat vf him..He ask me some questions..n then i tell him tat i go there to study,nt to start a relationship..hmm..n tat makes me think bck again..i told tis to few guys b4..Actually..i hurt them alot..its like giving them hope..then BANG!Hope is gone..Mayb some of the ppl will think tat i like to play guys feeling by making them fall in love in me,then reject them..bt..i reli wan to say i didnt play..its nt fun seeing ppl sad bcuz of me..i feel guilty,sad n sometimes hurt..Ometimes i reli wan to cry..sometimes tears come down without a reason..Sometimes im reli tired..The kind of feeling..haiz..i dnt knw how to say..Sometimes i feel lost..reli lost..dnt knw wat im doin..dnt knw y im here..i reli feel like ending up ny life..bt i thank God tat He bring alot angels in my life..helping me n support me..Thank God 4 His love..
Altho sometimes i will think,y cant i get things tat i wan??y muz i go thru all this??bt well..i guess this is life..Human will face alot of challenges..bt i belive in one thing..To all hu r reading this..Do remember..Altho life is nt easy,bt,if u dnt give up,it will lead u to success..Also..If God is vf us,nth can come against us..
"Oh Lord..
I need your strenght
I need ur love..
Please fill me again..
I dnt know y sometimes i cant feel Your presence..
Bt i believe tat u are always there..
Lord..Please hold me up again..
Im very tired..
Please forgive me for my sins..
I need You Lord..
All along
You were beside me..
Even when i couldnt tell..
Thank You Father..
Thank you lord.."
~angie~
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