Aug 10, 2009

Tears come down because of fear..

Its been a long time since i write blog..well..nowadays no mood to write..
hmm..Yesterday i do assignment 4 talkshow..My group gonna talk about 'Ghost'..My job is to write script n do slides..At first,Joan say wan to do slides..But then i say i do..cuz Joan also gt alot things to do..n i felt tat i dnt have things to do..so i offer myself to help up..When i start to do the slides at the afternoon,i think tat everything will go well..bt..when i search 4 those pic of ghost,i was kinda sked..then i went to play basketball vf church members..tat time i reli relax n forget about it..bt then..when i go bc to my house,its already 9pm..i still have to do the slides..bt actually,im reli sked to c the pic again..i keep imagine it..imagine tat it is beside me..im reli sked..then i went to bath..after shower,i bring my laptop to my room n do it vf my room mate..(actually i suppose to b in living room,bt i sked to b alone..)When i continue doin it..im reli stress..my hands were shaking n i dnt kw y..then i ell my roommae,Karen,tat im reli stress..She prayed for me..After praying,i thought i will feel better,bt,my faith is so little.. still im afraid..it was already 1am..i still stuck in the intro..i wrote shout out in face book n msn..i ask ppl to pray 4 me..Thank God,alot ppl prayed n encourage me..Some of my frens offer me a help..bt i said no need..cuz i wan to continue doin it myself..time goes by..i finished some oni..2am..i cant stand it anyore..i cried..tears came out cuz of fear..Fear of spirits..then one of my fren ask me whether im ok,then i told him tat im nt..He told me tat he help me to do,ask me nt to do..bt then i dnt wan to trouble him so i rejected him..i tell him tat i ask my team mate to do..then another church fren from ipoh encourage me vf a bible verse..
"Psalms 27:1 The Lord is my light and my salvation-whom shall i fear?The Lord is the stronghold of my life-of whom shall i be afraid?"
This verse reli help me alot..it reminds me tat the Lord is vf me..Then i open prais n worship song,i felt peace n joy vf me..Then i do the script n then slip on 3am..Reli thank God tat He bring so many angels into my life..
Wan to thank all of bro n sis in christ n frens!Tq!Ull reli help me alot..eventhough some of u oni say some words bt it reli motivates me to go on!tQ!


Talk show on wednesday..Hope tat my group can finish everything on tuesday..RELi hope tat we will score high marks on tis assignment cuz v reli put alot efforts on it...




~Angie~

1 comment:

  1. hey, r u ok?...hope everything's fine..Pls do continue seeking Him...finding rest and peace in Him...Trusting Him in everything...He loves you and will always be there to embrace you and comfort you...He will never leave you nor forsake you =) Will be keeping you in prayer...

    Psalm 23
    1 The Lord is my shepherd, I shall not be in want
    2 He makes me lie down in green pastures,he leads me beside quiet waters
    3 he restores my soul. He guides me in paths of rightousness for His name's sake
    4 Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil, for you are with me; your rod and your staff, they comfort me.
    5 You prepare a table for me in the presence of my enemies. You annoint my head with oil; my cup overflows.
    6 Surely goodness and mercy will follow me all the days of my life, and i will dwell in the house of the Lord forever.

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